| You know... I should lose my Dragonlance books more often... Since I lost that one, I've made a ton of new friends, tried new things, solidified old relationships with friends, and grown balls. That's right, my figurative balls finally dropped. I went to this Honors Choir thing, right? Made 4th place out of the tenor 2s and got into the chorus. Wooplah. Life is lovely. Actually, it's not all golden, we've got major tarnishes. Let me analogize....
I love my cookies. I love my cookies in all shapes and sizes. But, in my life, peanut butter cookies are my favorite cookies.... I own about 10 peanut butter cookies. Only one of these cookies is actually here. The other peanut butter cookies in my life are missing. They've rolled away, or they've been lost in the glass of milk, hell, one of my PB cookies was eaten by one of the white chocolate macedamia nut cookies. I have plenty of sugar cookies, tons. I have more sugar cookies than you could shake a stick at. And I have a few snickerdoodles here, too. I don't love my sugar cookies, but I do love the snickerdoodles even though they give me such a terrible stomach ache. Chocolate chip cookies, guys... chocolate chip. I am waiting for the one true chocolate chip cookie in my life. I had some imposter gross chocolate chip ones, no real ones. Well.... I almost bought a chocolate chip one, never got to the check out. When I actually put it back in the cookie isle... it turned out to be half eaten... stupid macademia nuts.
Translation
What I want, I do not have.
What I have, I do not want.
Translation, end.
I'm so happy right now. Life is beautiful once again. It took a while, but it's back.
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